Grumble....yawn....work again, well training. I think I'm going in for 8 to 6.....hopefully 12 though....I'm gonna fall asleep at the till! Least I'm getting used to the feeling of early mornings again after 3 months....missing the holidays already.....
On the subject of school now other not a good time to be unsure about A levels...I know I am defiantly doing both English....I wanna do history and biology...or bio and Chem but I'm not fond of those teachers so I may do it in collage along with Photography and Music Tech....that's of I can even do them...taking a deferred entry tho....if I even apply for Uni............I wanna be able to see into the future!
Hmmmm, why does listening to Gakupo help??? Omega of his songs really suits how I'm feeling right now, theming is upbeat tempo wise, but the lyrics are actually quote sad....not that I do t feel appreciate as there is nothing to be appreciated for, Mayne it's because I feel a little useless.....I need to start making decisions with conviction and being a bit more confident about my choices!
Anyway, 30 mins until the day of reckoning! I'm gonna die going solo! It's hard getting things for people, especially if they buy cigarettes, there are so many, some het annoyed when I can't find the ones they are asking for....I don't smoke so how the he'll am I supposed to know the brands?? No offence but smoking is a disgusting habit...everyone to their own but I do hate smoking....
the smells are awfully! A friend of mine had another friend, no n.a., especially here, I don't know what they were smoking but the smell made my dry wretch...not a nice felling...room be honest it's worse than actually being sick.....
I'm planing on being more active literature wise. Hopefully this year I'll have Mrs Garret, she's encouraged me alotwith my story writing, and it's fun...
Sorry for all the drivel!